ARGH!!
i cant believe tt 've not blogged for 2 whoLE MoNTHs!! i nearly wanted to put an end to it...but due to SOME ungodly reasons..i decided to keep it...
ok..let me sum up wad ive done over tis 2 months----> LOTS of copying...slacking and some really bad stuff happening btwn my class girls..e power of GOSSIPS...girls love to do tt..hahas..i cant deny tt i love to gossip..only some peps who are supposedly to be GENTLE AND DEMURE thinks tt "oh...how childish and and stupid can u peps get"..YUCKS...SAVE ME!!
ok..lets not back stab ppl cos we're not quite gentle but yet a little demure...
HM..lets seee...YAR!...there's an exciting event coming up!...my frien is getting married and both of dem are going to hold their wedding at the singapore expo!...and the biggest issue is tt "IM INVITED!!"...woooHOOO..but sadly my mom has to get a red packet ready for them although she's not invited!!haha..poor her...but nvm...e only headache now is tt ive to think of smth to wear...ive to go get smth!!...BUT 1st i nid to shed some fats 1st...im like ballooning away!!poke me n i'll burst...ok...tt's lameness...but nvms!i get to go to e WEDDING....!! *grinning frm ear to ear"
Hm...its my hols now!!but sadly ive to start MUGGING...xinyi aka jdk's msg was damn farni and creative...lols...she was trying to encourage me to start mugging..but in a v CREATIVE manner...anyways...thanks alot..i'll try my best k? ((=
tink i've quite alot to say today....tis entry is like to make up e entries lost for e past 2 months..haha!...
can i continue?yes i can!!haha..bob the builder...can we fix it?bob the builder...yes we can!!!!
i wan back my childhood days!!hehe....
went to swens on fri with jdk and miny..we had ice-cream, mushrooms and friesss!!tt's a chhunk of FATS gained...

anyways it's ok for dem to gain but not for me...haha...met tristan celebrating ian's bday in swens too...he's a JACKASS...stole fries frm us..poor us...we stayed there for like duno how many hours talking..tink e waitresses are sick of pouring FREE ice water for us...anyways..WE DID'NT CARE...haha...jdk dun be unhappy tt he has not been toking to u k?haha...u haf me!!haha..u can always tok to me...
can i blast everythin out in my blog??haha...i need some where or some place for me to express my tots...tink she wun be able to find out my blog...ok..lets name her G...
G is a damn unsensitive and selfish and self-centered person...she LOVES to blog and tell untrue stuff...n e worst thin is tt her BLOG is famous...she simply turns over the truth and think tt she's so pretty tt all e guys she likes will go to her...she thinks tt her classmates are DOWNRIGHT DESPOS...she thinks highly of herself...n so wad she's RICH...so wad if she speaks english fluently...so wad if her mom or dad is english educated...?DO I CARE??...she is e ULTIMATE despo....not us k?...she gets into the good books of guys and torture the girls by asking us to help her do stuff..can she like be more sensitive and think ONCE for OTHERs?i tink i'll be a difficult task for her..anyways....i tink i've let out my rage in my blog...friens..do kip my blog a secret jus in case she finds out and go ard telling ppl how bad we are and how gd she is...tt's all for her...
ok...now im more relaxed...wan to make any comments?go to my tagboard den...
anyways...i still haf my true friens by me...i dun haf to make friens with such bimbos...btw she's not quite a bimbo...more to a bimbo minus the looks...sad case?yar..i tink so...
FRIENDS...dun be amazed by my sudden blast...tink tis is the oni place i can pour all my tots iin..im mus clarify tt im NOT such a bad person afterall but if u really make me TURN NASTY...i suppose i will....
only one action can sum up all my fellings:

the ugly side of me...i need some photoshop skills..some1 help me!!!

whoow..such a long entry...my finishing words will be a song by kelly clarkson...really meaningful...btw my date with vampire is here!!i love my wan yan bu po
i hate myself for letting go opportunities that easily..if only...

"Behind These Hazel Eyes"

Seems like just yesterday

You were a part of me

I used to stand so tallI used to be so strong

Your arms around me tight

Everything, it felt so right

Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong

Now I can't breathe

No, I can't sleep

I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything

Opened up and let you in

You made me feel alrightFor once in my life

Now all that's left of meIs what I pretend to be

So together, but so broken up inside

'Cause I can't breathe

No, I can't sleepI'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out

For hating you, I blame myself

Seeing you it kills me now

No, I don't cry on the outsideAnymore...

Here I am, once againI'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once againI'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

btw my life is quite wonderful just that the song lyrics are really nice...haha

``tingshu in wonderland...meeting the rage river where she pours out all her rage~~