1st times

So many 1st times today!
i went swimming alone today...no..tt's not the 1st time...BUT i went ALONE...uh hur!tt's my 1st time...im a great companion of myself! LOL...
then i did my 1st shopping ALONE!haha....i rem lina told me once it is really great to shop alone...i din really understand her but now i do... [[:
anyways i got myself pants frm esprit...exercise bks and 2006 dairy frm popular...
i saw this book called the melancholy death of the oyster boy & other stories...and when i flipped...and browse thru....i realised tt it was such a sadistic book!omg...like nightmare b4 christmas??ahha!quite gross but farni lar...
i dun tink i can live long with lonely life...only once awhile??

u noe wads the prob with attached lives??
u cant go out when someone suddenly msges u: lets go out.... during wkends...
u haf to make appointments....
and most of them are often turned down or u just last min ps ur frien for ur bf..
bleahs...
so making appointments is not my usual style...i just msg...and go out...unpredictable hur??
i also feel tt im so unpredictable...i cant predict myself also...haha
so...only tin got used to my sudden craves for stuff...or movies...or outings..or swimming...

AIYAR...if u dun understand wad im saying...den nvms...haha!i oso dun really noe wad im saying....just some sudden thots...maybe too long w/o tin...nah...haha!

i wan to blabber blabber non-stop!


`tingshu in wonderland...waiting~