i don't care if this is gonna be another emo post.

I feel so inferior ): I think it's because of the ocean-wide disparity between me and the others that made me feel so. The stress is much more and different from that of not doing well in a paper. Doing a paper is solitary. Die means you die alone. I think only I understand myself.

Plus I think I'm not regulating my emotions well these few weeks. Maybe it's time I give myself a break from everything. Performance anxiety taking toll.

I want the old me. Bleah ):